his canine teeth in the side of my neck: my nights with him

sexual adventures in dublin and barcelona

erotic content

this is a work of fiction

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i was playing such a familiar game sitting beside him on that bench while pretending to look out at the fall leaves, mesmerized truly by their beauty but primarily wondering how i might position my fingers to “accidentally” brush against his.

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she was a playboy, brigitte bardot
she showed me things i didn't know
she did it right there, out on the deck
put her canine teeth in the side of my neck

(chappell roan, “red wine supernova”)

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we’d known each other for four years but he’d only ever known me to be a straight man, and now the revelation i was bisexual had awakened something inside him. he wanted me and i could feel that: he was moving closer to me and i was bulging, but somehow the fact he wasn’t a woman held me back from moving quicker.

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fortunately i did not have to because suddenly, even as fresh-from-work strangers walked around us in the park with their suits on, he just shifted right into me until his entire side was pressed up against mine and his fingers were touching my knee.

he asked me if i wanted to go back to an apartment where a bunch of men were.

he looked me in the eyes, his nose close to mine, and i looked toward the leaves.

the idea of this crowded apartment terrified me: i was desperate for him to fuck me, honestly, like i truly wanted him in that moment to take off all my clothes and i wanted to just be totally naked with him. i’d always craved the feeling, ever since eighth grade: my penis just rubbing against another penis. simply that thought, and this access to that sensation thanks to him beside me, was setting me on fire.

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