Saraswati changes my understanding of my place in the world, points me to beauty, and teaches me tarot: Saraswati puja 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2013, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023, 2024
how my vision of reality changes as Saraswati puja approaches: aesthetic callings, new identities, visions of beauty, sense of habitat, etc
as Durga puja approached****
february 2005:
February 2006:
Seeing my high school sweetheart in the snow
February 2007:
Between habitats with my high school sweetheart: relationship brinksmanship
February 2008:
Apply for year in Freiburg (cannot confirm date)
Not in recording: had dreams of “spring break in
February 2009:
Bosnia trip
February 2010:
Around then, I made my Facebook profile picture a lavender candle with Marlboros next to it (unfortunately
January 2013:
I visit my friend Jeff and I am overwhelmed with a need to go on and on about how bisexual I am (first time I speak openly on this topic) — and I have my first real sense of how my relationship constrains me
January 2019:
Wedding in Nepal/Himalayas: then, after Saraswati puja, first trip to Ireland
February 2020:
Valentine’s Day cards for the girls at work: I want so badly to truly be one of them
January 2020:
February 2021:
February 2022:
January 2023:
January 2024: