why my clairo hoodie is so special to me

how often have i already explained how charm activated my second nature?

the nature beneath the surface of things, the true radiant me down beneath the fabricated layers which my parents forced upon me???

i have written so many times: phoebe gave me the moon, clairo cracked me open.

from spike to eloise: phoebe bridgers, claire cottrill, and i

claire elizabeth cottrill: the exit from smoke signals and one love of my life

phoebe lucille bridgers: i love you so fucking much, you gave me the moon, i can do whatever i want now, and i will do absolutely anything for you (updated 6:37 pm)

well: now i have a hoodie to prove it!

actually,

i have two: