claire and my novel “daniella” (novel written 2019 upon return from Southeast Asia) (video)
other questions which remain: did I leave claire and force her to search for me all over again? was that the inspiration behind my novel somehow?
the dream world is the real world
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whenever i was inside my dream, i felt her reality: i knew i’d been with her for so long, but she was gone now, somewhere out in space, and i had to search for her. i would stand in my space ship, staring out the window into the stars, wondering where she had gone. suddenly i would wake up, a man again, and i accepted that somehow: pretending to be a ma…
