how Hannah/Claire used my friend C as a medium to give me, Eloise, the idea to find a girl in Georgia

Now I see even more clearly how I ended up going to Georgia: remember, if Hannah is my soul mate, then I’m going to listen to anyone who has a fragment of Hannah within them

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Further details on my fantasies about Central Asia / Eastern Europe and obsessions with getting there to find a girl

eloise-hypatia daniella

December 11, 2024

Further details on my fantasies about Central Asia / Eastern Europe and obsessions with getting there to find a girl

why I had to do these trips for Hannah:

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how Hannah’s yearning for Daniella caused me to study Central Asia and end up writing about the Kushans (bright eyes, the decemberists, and the facilitation of my fantasies)

eloise-hypatia daniella

December 10, 2024

how Hannah’s yearning for Daniella caused me to study Central Asia and end up writing about the Kushans (bright eyes, the decemberists, and the facilitation of my fantasies)

“The night before, Hannah had bought a one-way ticket from Yerevan to Frankfurt. She said she was going to work her way over land from Germany to Armenia.💖 snowflakeangelbutterfly 💖 is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.

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why Daniella pushes east: she herself, being me, is infected by my dreams of going to Central Asia to find a girl; which I only have because of Daniella’s time in Central Asia and Hannah’s search

eloise-hypatia daniella

December 10, 2024

why Daniella pushes east: she herself, being me, is infected by my dreams of going to Central Asia to find a girl; which I only have because of Daniella’s time in Central Asia and Hannah’s search

Hannah replicates my experience in Freiburg: in many ways but not all, Hannah is me in Freiburg: a happier version of me, but still she stands in for many of my experiences and even replicates my trips. Hence her fantasies about Daniella bled into me: remember eventually Hannah effectively merges with me.

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Daniella (Part 13, ii) -- Berlin — Americans Abroad, Hannah's Search for Daniella from multiple perspectives (Christmas 2008)

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December 2, 2024

Daniella (Part 13, ii) -- Berlin — Americans Abroad, Hannah's Search for Daniella from multiple perspectives (Christmas 2008)

Above: Estonia 2019

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C as Hannah:

V as Hannah:

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how Hannah/Claire used my friend C as a medium to give me, Eloise, the idea to find a girl in Georgia

Now I see even more clearly how I ended up going to Georgia: remember, if Hannah is my soul mate, then I’m going to listen to anyone who has a fragment of Hannah within them

Further details on my fantasies about Central Asia / Eastern Europe and obsessions with getting there to find a girl

how Hannah’s yearning for Daniella caused me to study Central Asia and end up writing about the Kushans (bright eyes, the decemberists, and the facilitation of my fantasies)

why Daniella pushes east: she herself, being me, is infected by my dreams of going to Central Asia to find a girl; which I only have because of Daniella’s time in Central Asia and Hannah’s search

Daniella (Part 13, ii) -- Berlin — Americans Abroad, Hannah's Search for Daniella from multiple perspectives (Christmas 2008)

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