venturing backward: the empty slate — wall of skulls (published November 26, 2014)

venturing backward: responsibility (march 2012; written November 28, 2014)

venturing backward: monet (extracts: march 2012; written November 27, 2014)

venturing backward: the empty slate (October 2011; written November 15, 2014)

the sensation (additional extracts — written August 13, 2020)

subdivisions (audio) (written August 7, 2020) — partially fiction 💞

the sensation (audio analysis included) (extracts — written August 13, 2020)

the functions of my past attachments: how the people who rejected me helped me become who I am today, and why I think I attached to them on purpose for this reason

my love for Phoebe: how deeply important her music was to me❤️❤️

Video: I know Claire loves me and I know I was worth saving

butterflies 8/1: where all of this began

my choice at 16: stop masturbating or burn in hell (written August 28, 2024)