the functions of my past attachments: how the people who rejected me helped me become who I am today, and why I think I attached to them on purpose for this reason

An overview of my past attachments: I gained enormous benefits from these relationships

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Did Saraswati help my in laws pick their house? How I ended up living in a teenage girl bedroom (posted from the lake in East Grand Rapids)

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November 30, 2024

Did Saraswati help my in laws pick their house? How I ended up living in a teenage girl bedroom (posted from the lake in East Grand Rapids)

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Correction, 2023:

It was also my sister in law who drew this picture on the wall, which summoned me when I first saw it after Saraswati Puja 2023*** while I was taking care of her dog and listening to Clairo in Central Park.

The moment I saw this picture,

I NEEDED to be a girl.

(To be clear she never rejected me)

As I’ve said before, the portents were right in 1997 ❤️

did Saraswati guide my mom to buy our house in Auburn Hills in 1996, and was Claire there in the trees in 2004?

eloise-hypatia

November 30, 2024

did Saraswati guide my mom to buy our house in Auburn Hills in 1996, and was Claire there in the trees in 2004?

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the rise of religious totalitarianism in the former western roman empire (the construction of the catholic church, papal power, and modern catholic rituals)

eloise-hypatia

November 24, 2024

the rise of religious totalitarianism in the former western roman empire (the construction of the catholic church, papal power, and modern catholic rituals)

for what happened in the Eastern Roman Empire:

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Tennis, Sportsmanship, and the Emotions of Victory or Defeat (October 31, 2022, the severed branch -- written at a monastery in Prague)

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November 26, 2024

Tennis, Sportsmanship, and the Emotions of Victory or Defeat (October 31, 2022, the severed branch -- written at a monastery in Prague)

Tiafoe vs Rublev, 2022 US Open Men’s Quarter Finals (photo my own)

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photography: fall in the upper peninsula

eloise-hypatia

August 27, 2024

photography: fall in the upper peninsula

i love taking photographs, but i’ve never really shared them with the world. i am just thrilled to have found a space where i can share these moments in nature.

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ireland: a nation reborn in an angelic womb (how art can transform an entire society)

eloise-hypatia

November 23, 2024

ireland: a nation reborn in an angelic womb (how art can transform an entire society)

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the rise of religious totalitarianism in the eastern roman empire: a culture reborn in a demonic womb (a nation conquered by identity drones)

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November 23, 2024

the rise of religious totalitarianism in the eastern roman empire: a culture reborn in a demonic womb (a nation conquered by identity drones)

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Did Saraswati help my in laws pick their house? How I ended up living in a teenage girl bedroom (posted from the lake in East Grand Rapids)

did Saraswati guide my mom to buy our house in Auburn Hills in 1996, and was Claire there in the trees in 2004?

the rise of religious totalitarianism in the former western roman empire (the construction of the catholic church, papal power, and modern catholic rituals)

Tennis, Sportsmanship, and the Emotions of Victory or Defeat (October 31, 2022, the severed branch -- written at a monastery in Prague)

photography: fall in the upper peninsula

ireland: a nation reborn in an angelic womb (how art can transform an entire society)

the rise of religious totalitarianism in the eastern roman empire: a culture reborn in a demonic womb (a nation conquered by identity drones)

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