how much Claire and Phoebe love me 💖 (how Claire was behind my move to Brooklyn, my registration for a race, and my fall in the Upper Peninsula) (Phoebe takes me naked into an Estonian portal)
Plus: soul swirl with Caroline O’Donoghue, Taylor Swift, Princess Nokia, Phoebe Bridgers, Claire Cottrill, Conor Oberst, Sabrina Carpenter, and more! (coming up Lavender) I love you Alaina Rose!
just a few days before my departure for my year in Freiburg:
Demonic forces at work? (December 26, 2024)
Phoebe turns me into a bog bitch? Before I even hear her music! (December 26, 2024)
A special house in East Grand Rapids (6:53 am, December 26, 2024)
A demonstration of idiocy? (6:44 am, December 26, 2024)
Processing the shock? (6:10 am est, December 26, 2024)
this is reality now: this post will be forever and people will be laughing (6:15 am est, December 26, 2024)
A woman in her 60s I’m thinking about now (6:27 am est, December 26, 2024)
daniella in the house? (3:56 am est, December 26, 2024)
the shock of detail? (4:05 am, est, December 26, 2024)
How many millions will see this post? And an explanation for why I attached to these people (4:46 am est, December 26, 2024)
no romance since 2007/2010? confirmed: I lived alone in Brooklyn
Memories: writing Daniella in my apartment where I was living alone in Brooklyn
4:13 am est, December 26, 2024:
https://on.soundcloud.com/vfVxcnYK2sLqPdaK7
I love you Rachel!!!! I’m so sorry I forgot about you when talking about my new Grand Rapids friends !!!! 💖💖💖December has been lonely — it’s been a few weeks since I saw anyone but Erika!! 💖 (6:09 am, December 25, 2024)
So many teachers must already know who I am!
My haters — their “friends” who didn’t help them? (3:39 am, December 25, 2024)
my incubational phase living in my teenage girl bedroom (Santa has been watching you! 🎅💗💖🎅💗💖💞🦌🎄🎅🌲💗💖) (they read Daniella in 2020*) (4:57 am, December 25, 2024)
Chosen by the gods? (5:12 am est, December 25, 2024)
the friend who said they didn’t want witches around (5:56 am, December 25, 2024)
Thinking about Claire while masturbating on the bed at my house (5:44 am, December 25, 2024)
Valentine’s Day 2024 — one of my favorite days this year (5:29 am est, December 25, 2024)
the astonishing blindness of my haters — hatred for girls as the source? (1:05 am est, December 25, 2024)
deliberately manipulated by ethereal forces so as not to interfere? (1:28 am est, December 25, 2024)
Phoebe bridgers making my haters give me the right advice? (1:38 am est, December 25, 2024)
lord asriel incarnate? (1:53 am est, December 25, 2024)
Smile! You’re on camera! (2:40 am est, December 25, 2024)
Allies in the New York City charter school world? (2:57 am est, December 25, 2024)
ethereal forces controlling my enemies’ lives so everything would add up to an ironic and satisfying story? (3:08 am est, December 25, 2024)
merry Christmas phoebe bridgers - I love you so much that I break down into tears every time I see a new detail 💖
Above and below: gifts from a friend🥳
Conor Oberst - voice of a generation (new recording 1025, 12:51 pm, December 24, 2024)
Falling leaves? My altar to Claire 💞 (11:59 am est, December 24, 2024)
January 25 Screenshots added 7:20 am est, December 24, 2024
While listening to my favorite bright eyes song:
Easy/Lucky/Free
I love you Conor!!! I love you Phoebe!!!
Dr. Chockley involved? (13:43 est, 12/24/2024)
we are swirled up Claire!
New recording 1021
💞💖💞💖💞💖🎅💗🎄🦌
Did you read the severed branch Claire??? Of course you did 💞I’m sorry Claire I was so nervous in this recording! I love you!!
💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
Let’s swirl up together Claire!!!!
💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
Phoebe????
💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
this is how I know you’re always sending me a message Claire 💖
(New recording 1019)
5:43 am est, December 24, 2024
Claire loves me!
(New recording 1017, 5:23 am, December 24, 2024)
screenshot from 17, 18, 19 post:
long live JC3!!! Soul swirl with Claire 💞💞💞
(4:22 am est, December 24, 2024)
Thinking about my struggle to believe Claire and Phoebe love me (5:04 am est, December 24, 2024)
December 24th, 3:05 am
I want someone to come get high with me !!! (3:30 am est, December 24, 2024)
Above: Goddess
Thoughts on wells — sources of magical power that comes up in all our hidden gifts (Silas, nature, music, parks) (5:06 am est, December 24, 2024) — trees have souls!!! 💞💞💞🌲🌲🌲 — new recording 1016 (the tower)
Silas in the Details!!! Further confirmation of our ethereal link (4:49 am est, December 24, 2024)
silas has gifts too!!! 💖 (4:43 am est, December 24, 2024)
soul swirl with Caroline O’Donoghue? She’s a goddess — I knew it!!! 💖💖💖 how Caroline O’Donoghue took me into a dream world that led me to recognizing Daniella as a past life and Caroline as my dream girl
did Phoebe not take me into the bogs? Transform me into Daniella?
I told you: we are both Daniella! 💞
From Daniella (written fall 2019)
Working out the evil implanted into me? Releasing the feral me?
Further spells — Claire connecting me with nature in Ireland??
Voiceover: How much Claire loves me
💞💞💞💞💞
